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I have no clue what I'm doing! [Thursday 22nd May, 2014 | 10:49pm]
Lovers of Loki


[Moon Rouge]
Hi everyone,
I'm not used to write about myself, and post it, OMG no! I'm Lokean only by heart, not by practice.
I'm bit reluctant describe myself, give it a time, please, but I have a story to tell, something what happened this week.
I've admired Loki for long, but without much thought about it. Recently, this year, I had some happenings which made me realize how much I like him. I welcomed him in my home. The month of May become a little turbulent.
I felt like this years ago when the wave took me, flipped me over, and after I got up I had bloody sand brushed forehead and my bra around my ankles. It was on public beach .....
I have to point my stupidity is endless, and especially in love. That said, recently I asked Him a simple question in the sense 'are you real and is it you'. I got positive answer.
Week later when I thought Loki was not around I begun to seriously miss him. I wanted some sign again.
Tuesday evening my daughter had a ceremony in school, the Induction to National Honor Societies. There was a lighting of candles for each branch of the society.
I got bored with the ceremony and begun to think about Loki. Seeing the candles I asked in my mind: If you can hear me, please give me a sing.
There were about 10 candles on the table, I was thinking He may make them flicker or something. I imagined even the table on fire, or that someone will trip on the way to table.
Nothing happened, nothing at all. I was sad, and cursing myself for asking the question.
And then all 60 girls were told to grab a small candle under their chairs (I had no clue they were there) light them up and hold while saying something like 'this candle lightens my path and represents my future'.
My daughter was only single one who found no candle under her chair, totally embarrassed. I'm bad mother, I almost laugh loud, so happy!
After ceremony there was coffee and cake. I told to my daughter,(she is little chubby): Loki took your candle, but now you can have as much cake you like!

[User Picture]From: darkamber
Friday 23rd May, 2014 :: 08:18 am (UTC)
Hi! Welcome to the community! :-)
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[User Picture]From: Moon Rouge
Friday 23rd May, 2014 :: 03:35 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much! It took some thought before I posted! :)
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[User Picture]From: clairecasey1
Friday 23rd May, 2014 :: 08:48 am (UTC)
Hi Moon. Welcome to the group.
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[User Picture]From: Moon Rouge
Friday 23rd May, 2014 :: 03:38 pm (UTC)
My skills in social media are non so great, thank you, very very much!
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[User Picture]From: aryunk
Friday 23rd May, 2014 :: 09:26 pm (UTC)
Hello and welcome!
(And that sounds like something He'd do!)
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[User Picture]From: Moon Rouge
Saturday 24th May, 2014 :: 05:51 am (UTC)
Thank you so much!
Accidents happen, but this was something 'done' and with such an ease.
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[User Picture]From: aryunk
Wednesday 4th June, 2014 :: 05:23 pm (UTC)
I've noticed throughout my relationship with Him, He loves pulling shenanigans like this. At my old job, He did it a lot. And I mean a LOT to the point the supervisors were weirded out and the moving of objects lol partly I think because I hated it and needed the laugh and partly because He wanted me to laugh and wanted me to know He was there. It was fun after I got over the initial head shaking.
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[User Picture]From: aryunk
Saturday 5th July, 2014 :: 07:32 pm (UTC)
Oh, it was hysterical. Lens caps for the cameras would go missing and turn up in random parts of the store. We even found one in a locked jewelery case. One manager that was particulary cruel to me and other workers lost her reports all the time only for them to be found either in the men's restroom or in the supply closet. I swear they thought it was haunted and I couldn't help but laugh! I saw most of the shenannigans in the past two years, but He likes to move things on me all the time when I least expect it.
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[User Picture]From: aki_the_wingly
Saturday 24th May, 2014 :: 09:52 am (UTC)
He does a lot of little things like that.

I remember last May, I was going through a really bad bout of depression because the month of May is my weirdest month. One night before an event, I gave Loki an offering of some tea that he seems to like and lit a candle, and I tearfully told of how terrible I was feeling, and that I wanted him to show me that he was there, and I invited him and his sons to the event the next day.

There were little things here and there. The biggest one was that I played Cards Against Humanity, and in my opening hand, I had " Loki, the Trickster God." I laughed and blushed and smiled all in one, and I felt a joy that I had not felt in over two months. Yup, he was there.
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[User Picture]From: Moon Rouge
Saturday 24th May, 2014 :: 09:07 pm (UTC)
I know those little things here and there! One you may not notice or credit to Him, two happenings you give a thought but brush it away, and then when it is more you finally put it together.
Say it loud and it sounds silly, and it is only you who 'sees' the connection. Everyone else thinks you are somewhere on the limb.
And then you notice every little thing. You keep it to yourself and wonder in uncertainty from bouts of happiness to rivers of tears.
I have husband who knows me well and when he sees I'm going downhill he treats me tough to get out of it, I imagine Loki must have given him lesson or two. It helps but....
When it comes to depression, unfortunately, no matter what, one is so alone and nobody sees when you are trying to reach out.
I wanted to see something I cannot doubt later on. To think about now, I admire how Loki executed it, the touch of a master. Needless to say how thankful am I!
I can imagine how you felt when you got His card!
Sometimes actually very little is a lot. It is not what it looks like to everyone else, it is how it makes you (and nobody else) feel! My emotions are my reality.
Thanks for your comment!
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[User Picture]From: sybilla_89
Saturday 21st June, 2014 :: 11:02 am (UTC)
That's cute: "Loki took your candle" xD I'm sure he'll protect your daugther, he likes kids.
When I started to worship him I actually got a burn in my leg in a freak kitchen accident...and next week a scissor on my chair pricked my buttock! Fortunately there wasn't any serious consequences except some pain and hysterical laughing for the stupid situations. I'm usually a very organized and focused person. So...consider yourself fortunate for the mild signs lol
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